Thirty years ago today I became a Mom. It was a dream come true for me. Growing up, I only ever wanted to be a mom. I used to dream about how many kids I would have, what their names would be, what being a mom would be like. When I was in Jr. High, I planned to have 12 kids. I wanted to still be young when I had them, so I planned some multiples into the mix. As I grew older, I matured and finally settled on having six kids. See, I told you I matured! As I reached my 20s, my dream was to have to six kids, but I really just wanted to be a mom - it didn't matter how many kids.
Jessica Lynn Koons arrived on September 3, 1983. She was born five weeks early. It was the first Saturday after I started disability leave at my job due to Toxemia. Dan had an early morning meeting at work and I was lying in bed with my feet braced on the wall talking to the baby. I was telling her (we didn't know what we were having) my worries about being off work for five more weeks and then six weeks of maternity leave after that. I told the baby I was hoping for an early arrival. However, I was hoping for a week early, not five weeks!
That afternoon we went to Breuner's to pass some time looking at furniture. One of the Sales Associates approached us and after learning we were browsing, she said to me "You look like you're ready to deliver!". Haha, we all laughed and I told her I had more than a month to go.
After Breuner's we headed to my folks to swim. Floating in a pool was sheer heaven with my swollen feet. As I was putting on my swimsuit, my water broke. I could not believe it.
As you can see, even before she was born Jessica was a compassionate, obedient, generous child! When I first held her in my arms, well, I wish I could describe the joy I felt, but I can't. It was overwhelming. She is my first born. The first person to call me Mom. She is my pride and joy and has been for 30 years.
I don't know what the future holds for Jessica. I do know that whatever comes her way, she will meet it with grace, dignity, and confidence.
Happy Birthday, Jess! And thank you for making it possible for me to fulfill my life's dream. I love you!